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desire to be together w/ another, at peace. Some thing about being a dyad rather than a monad. I think, my desire for god, for oneness, is expressed in relationship. Where one sees the partner as divine, and a gift from the divine, calling us deeper into relationship with god's creation and the mystery and gentleness of life, as well as the beauty and strength of conflict: as the process where we discover the patterns of belief that obscure truth.At times i feel lonely, amidst all the furor of life, all the beauty, there is a movement toward being with a woman who i trust and adore, to care for and be cherished by. to express my love of life to, in every day and moment together, and to notice the times i want to be alone as holy also, and to give everything i want to another, so life is a celebration of abundance.

New Begginings

I'm starting again, to write here, to be public, to watch and report how life moves through me.

Had a great time up at Stewart Springs resort with the kontumblie gathering, what a gift to be able to share time with this family of friends and children, Elders and equals, community s i have never known it before. I am so greatfull to have this life and be able to change what i see does not work, regardless of how long that may take.

Grattitude is my nature, all else is confusion and grasping, i still do it, it's OK.