Writing toward silence

Writing toward silence

I walk amidst the babble
adding to the din
Listening for something
That already speaking here, within

This almighty noise you see
Dogging my wild step
With anger /love around me
I’m numb at times to that.

I go amidst this journey
Knowing none the way,
These routes seem yet familiar
These pathways lined like veins

I’m come kneeling to the bedside
seeking silence deafnly found,
You see silent struck
Admist the Wideme

Dreaming this empty bed at night,
I’m working hard alone
Dreams of shame & horrer,
My thieving plain to see.

Tainted passions full of grasping
Addictions my step of shame
Your beauty subtely masked now,
Your anger I can see.

I’v delighted in my
waking passions,
leaving you despair,
You’ve been calling
many years now
I become tired of the price;

I’v been crying for love lost now
many many years, yet this one claimed me first,
Before I was here a-spied
Long ago we met and sighed
For the coming horror plain to be

I ran screaming then in fear,
Till some strange healing hae preformed
for know i do stand silet, ready to meet you here.

at times i find myself becalmed
alone in this empty home
I feel your presence near me, as i
bear thispain in side.

You returned herer in love, To meet the fear
pain seared in these bones now old
Whitched become a strange attractor
Now your calling from a side
I a feared I'd never know,

I'm so so scared to ride this line alone at times
Betwixt and between the worlds weird with you,
I paid pain in my ignoring you
Suicide my strange exit door addiction my oldest ride
failed my every attempt to beat without you by my side.

Like a god you are demanding
Yet humble in this place,
Twain to have a body,
To hold you in my arms,
you animate this flesh,

your body subtle air,
No more i can sit frozen
this silence last no longer,
I'll join you in this dance,
your presence life itself
all I know of love is there