Ocular Sinester

I notice I avoid my left eye
I’m shy and im shamed by it
honestly, it’s just the pain I
See there has no end.

What hell am I in
that delivers me to
this door?

And yet joy is my sweetest companion
along with Amaa the white Shepard
I am adrift between heartbreak and drowning in grief
Surrender is such sweet sorrow
Yet life, Life, LIFE is the only thing
worth living for