Just this

I exist to love
Compassion in horror
Seeing far more than
I would wish of my humanity
I am only left with love and longing
And it is the love that I am seeking
Is the love that I am.

And as I find my selfish truth of love
I see that I am not at all alone
we stand here sundered
from our family and our homes

The land was green, and the days were fair
:The irony that they remain so
when such change is in the air

So much I want to say
perhaps best left to lay
I have this love in my soul
I trust is there to stay

Regardless of my longing
in spite of times decay
some deep magic met us
on a fateful day

I sit here typing merrily
in my tears and my free way
At ease al last remembering
the results are still unseen

what choice but to surrender
my burdens, pain and desire
what come of this: I merely god’s will.
And she shows me mercy every day.