I wish I had a picture of this

There is a picture in my soul
joyful yet sad, life and love in chaos
The drive for progeny obscures my love
I am lost of all knowing, into mystery

The magic of your scent, and taste, your softness and your sighs

I do not look elswhere for my family

i have seen it with you. Yety to let go

in truth, the pain is greater than the fear

what a relief, to allow this just to be.