I'm coming along, this being alone is challenging. When i look within, to express what i want, there is a very strong, core desire for mothering. It brings me to my very sensitive edge of feeling feminine within myself, and perhaps my violence toward that woman. My disregard and rejection of the one within that could heal me. As if within the heart of every father is a mother. I see how quickly i conceptualize this. To "mother" nurture, embrace, suckle and sacrifice the "masculine ego" for the process of the child, of growth, of unfolding compassion with myself, here, today is my path. . .
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