Trying to hard to be pretty

I endin a mess. Just like everyone I judge

Phony, full of shit. dishonest

I’m just as fucked up as the rest;

The old man, the generals and greedy petty fools I despise

Or pretend to love as myself

Well maybe that’s real enough

I’m confused, just like the rest of us

Living here with the dying that go’s on and on

Secretly hoping for some new life

that redeams this experience