Musing . . .

It is such a pleasure to write. I am grateful that i am underemployed right now, as it affords me the opportunity to create in a more thoughtful "space".

It is somewhat ironic that those we see or speak to rarely can, in moments, bring poignant emotions to the surface of our awareness. And those souls that are familiar sometimes are experienced less subtly. And yet, in the depth of our souls, we know there is only one love.

There is the reality, or, idea of "quantum entanglement" that sub-atomic particles, once attuned to each other remain that way. I think peoples souls have that capacity as well. So i guess that it is more a question of our awareness, as well as interest in a particular "attunement" that brings the idea of "invocation", or, connection, I hope I'm not being too esoteric or spacey in suggesting
that we are connected and feel one another. It is so difficult to surrender our fears and allow them to dissolve into a peaceful acceptance of what is. Often i spend decades or so it seems, struggling with the same issues, in different forms, only to "awaken" again and again, to the simple surrender that comes at the end of my tears.

Just being able to notice that the fear impedes our clarity is profound wisdom. If we can be aware in these moments of fear and contraction of our bodies and our thoughts, we have the opportunity to, for a moment, feel very lucky and blessed. I don't think that i am communicating as clearly as i wish. I am pointing towards something we share, as well as something that at times, feels so solitary.

I am watching work slowly pick up, it is crucial for me, as we live in such a financially focused world, and I guess i am becoming aware of that focus. Both in letting go of it and wanting to continue to enjoy the abundance that i have been so blessed with.